Tuesday, April 21, 2015

From the Words of a Four Year Old

Today is my first prenatal appointment and I'm super excited! I told Christian again today about the appointment and he asked if the doctors have babies and if the doctor is going to let me choose which one I want (boy or girl). It was so cute!! He went on to say that he was going to tell all his friends that I'm going to have a baby. Such a proud big brother! He did not want to stay at school today and I feel terrible because I'm sure it's because he wanted to go to the doctor with me as well.

I cannot stop obsessing about baby gender. I need to pray about it and just patiently wait for God's big reveal when He decides we should find out. I've always wanted a little girl and I would love to experience it all, but if another lil man is in my future I accept God's master plan that never fails. I won't be sad if we have another boy just sad for the girl we may not have. God knows my deepest heart's desires and He always come through so I release my doubt and cast it far away!!

Yesterday I had terrible morning sickness! I vomited twice, just felt nauseous and lazy. It lasted almost all day til about 4 and I did make it to work. I'm saving my days to call in for when I feel really bad, but hope that doesn't happen. I don't remember feeling so sick with Christian ever. I had a lil nauseous, but nothing to really complain about.

I'm at my appointment now so I will update after it's done.

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